vday baby

so they claim that public display of effection is a nation's embarassment. however, what better way is there to show your mutual affection to your love ones other than proving to her that she is the only one that matters?

valentine's day is coming, though i rarely celebrate it, this upcoming day has been making me all excited. well lina, mina and me has been making plans, well not that the plans are clearly stated, just that we actually have plans to buzz off the day as single ladies. valentine's day has always been making me excited, really. in SAB, they used to give away flowers or chocolates to their couple. not that i got any. well the happiest valentine's day for me was when i received a bouquet of roses at about almost the end of the day that almost caught me off guard, still the flowers were soo fresh and beautiful. i remember reading the card and smiling like a retard all over upon recalling the day. that was years before and sadly, that was the best valentine's ever. haha, well i hope the upcoming will be better, i cannot wait to get on the groove with my ladies and enjoy being single.

from day to day, i see a girl who tries to keep up with the upbringing community. soo often she suffocate for trying to release the entanglement that has been pulling her down. she is as lonely as a seagull seeking for the light of dawn, soo much does she wants to be acknowledged and liked that she has profounded a delicate composure to hide of what she really is. she dedicated nothing but sorrow deep inside, growing the feeling of need and desire for love. for seasons changing, she feels lonesome more and more.